I just tried to go on a run during the day because it’s absolutely ridiculous that I can only run at night and I had to turn around because it was so overwhelming for me having people see me and I feel so fucking stupid and I don’t know why something like that is so anxiety provoking for me.
I don’t feel safe running during the day at all. I’m freaking out right now.
i’m with you :(
i stopped jogging in the mornings cause other people.. exist. and i can’t deal with them being there. at night i’m usually alone with the kids so i can’t go then either. i should be trying to find ways to overcome this, but instead i’ve been finding ways to get the same sort of workout in my house.. ugh. i’ll get back at it. one day.